Hello loves, friends, those who spent hours with me so long ago. Ha.
Long sessions of therapy, and moderate doses of medication which leaves me lethargic have helped take me beyond the darkness I wallowed in.
A little.
Well fuck you too. Talking about those things... Dying is preferable. No. Dig, twist, rake their nails as they might.... No. I won't. So I think I am getting out. I am leaving. Not certain where. Pack what I am able to into my car and just go. Find something. Some other where, a place I could belong. It's terrifying. Yet I need something.
Anyway I love you all well, and miss you sorely. Thanks for everything. <3